Today.

Well today i've learnt you can't trust people even your so called friends.
I can trust about 4 people now, That is it. Maybe i'm wrong but honestly ...
I poured my heart out to this so called mate ... little did i know he was sitting next to
the girl who started all this shit. Tbh that was the most embarrassed i've been in so long.
I'm not even going to give them the satisfaction of telling them him how annoyed i am with him.
I can't be bothered with little eejits like that in my life.

Then, a guy who has treated me like crap in the past weeks started talking to me today, for some reason. Ive been to his a few times , stayed (NOTHING happened) . About a week back he asked me to go to his i said no i didn't want to , then he was telling me it was the last time i could spend the night with him because he had a date that weekend. This obviously pissed me the fuck off. so i stopped talking to him for a while but tonight, he didn't think he did anything wrong... he was being flirty telling me how much i love him (i don't) asking me to go to his tonight & have a cuddle in bed with him :/. Either way he clocked he annoyed me, didn't say anything else on the subject of him being a dickhead though.

Gah i'm just not having luck with guys right now, will i ever :/

Katie, you have got the be the most patronising person i have ever known, shame it doesn't actually work because, well im not being funny but your so childish its unbelievable involving yourself in something you have NOTHING to do with....

'' Oh man they don't know abuse if they think thats abuse! No, it was a simple kick up the arse to remind then that when they enter the real world and become adults they can't go around doing shit like that. ''

- What your saying is abuse, doesn't effect me in the slightest but it is abuse. How many times do you need to mention i'm a few years younger then you ? Does it make you feel better about your own navety ? Shit like what ? What have i actually done apart from prove to your brother he can't get away with treating girls the way he treated me, Aislinn & Zoe.

''TBH, i've seen what was said by my brother but not by the girls; i wonder why that is, eh?!? Pah hah. As if you think they didn't say stuff back''

- So you've seen the inappropraite comments made to me by your brother? The creepy not even flirting comments. The reason why you haven't seen what i wrote back to him is because i don't save my chats... I would never lead anybody on, what would have been the point? I didn't even like his as a person let alone for his body mate.

'' Only reason i called them chilish is because they ARE children. Again, you can't go doing that in the real world. Perhaps they-and you- will realise this when you leave the big bad world of school and getting pissed at gigs. Yup, We all have to grow up sometimes. (Trust me, i seriously rebelled against growing up and i SO didn't want to turn 18!)''

- Okay, well... I left school many, many years ago so i don't really remember the '' big bad world of school . You seem to think you know me pretty well... how ? Unless you've saved my facebook on to your favourites i don't know how you could possibly begin to know me ....

Look i really don't care if thier still together or what, I did what was right whether you agree or not its done. You will definitely rocognise me in future but i still have no clue who you are or what you look like so allow yourself from looking at me when were at the same gigs.

That is all.