I want MY FAMILY back.

We used to be this tight family and now ... were not. Its awkward as hell.
I feel bad for talking to certain people ... Gah. My (real) family life has not been the
best and well , i see my friends as family ... i want us to ALL be able to go to a gig or something
and have a nice time not dirty looks and half of us off in other places.

Gah i just want my family back. Please sort this out like adults.
I love you all.