Today.

Well today i've learnt you can't trust people even your so called friends.
I can trust about 4 people now, That is it. Maybe i'm wrong but honestly ...
I poured my heart out to this so called mate ... little did i know he was sitting next to
the girl who started all this shit. Tbh that was the most embarrassed i've been in so long.
I'm not even going to give them the satisfaction of telling them him how annoyed i am with him.
I can't be bothered with little eejits like that in my life.

Then, a guy who has treated me like crap in the past weeks started talking to me today, for some reason. Ive been to his a few times , stayed (NOTHING happened) . About a week back he asked me to go to his i said no i didn't want to , then he was telling me it was the last time i could spend the night with him because he had a date that weekend. This obviously pissed me the fuck off. so i stopped talking to him for a while but tonight, he didn't think he did anything wrong... he was being flirty telling me how much i love him (i don't) asking me to go to his tonight & have a cuddle in bed with him :/. Either way he clocked he annoyed me, didn't say anything else on the subject of him being a dickhead though.

Gah i'm just not having luck with guys right now, will i ever :/

Katie, you have got the be the most patronising person i have ever known, shame it doesn't actually work because, well im not being funny but your so childish its unbelievable involving yourself in something you have NOTHING to do with....

'' Oh man they don't know abuse if they think thats abuse! No, it was a simple kick up the arse to remind then that when they enter the real world and become adults they can't go around doing shit like that. ''

- What your saying is abuse, doesn't effect me in the slightest but it is abuse. How many times do you need to mention i'm a few years younger then you ? Does it make you feel better about your own navety ? Shit like what ? What have i actually done apart from prove to your brother he can't get away with treating girls the way he treated me, Aislinn & Zoe.

''TBH, i've seen what was said by my brother but not by the girls; i wonder why that is, eh?!? Pah hah. As if you think they didn't say stuff back''

- So you've seen the inappropraite comments made to me by your brother? The creepy not even flirting comments. The reason why you haven't seen what i wrote back to him is because i don't save my chats... I would never lead anybody on, what would have been the point? I didn't even like his as a person let alone for his body mate.

'' Only reason i called them chilish is because they ARE children. Again, you can't go doing that in the real world. Perhaps they-and you- will realise this when you leave the big bad world of school and getting pissed at gigs. Yup, We all have to grow up sometimes. (Trust me, i seriously rebelled against growing up and i SO didn't want to turn 18!)''

- Okay, well... I left school many, many years ago so i don't really remember the '' big bad world of school . You seem to think you know me pretty well... how ? Unless you've saved my facebook on to your favourites i don't know how you could possibly begin to know me ....

Look i really don't care if thier still together or what, I did what was right whether you agree or not its done. You will definitely rocognise me in future but i still have no clue who you are or what you look like so allow yourself from looking at me when were at the same gigs.

That is all.

Im a whore.

I'm a whore, aparently.



It's so funny how i get perved on and im the whore just because i wouldn't have sex with him.

Adam had a girlfriend, he and i had met at gigs, hardly spoke but he found my msn on facebook, added me & started talking i didnt want to be rude so i replied. He got creepy VERY quickly saying the weirdest things '' Would me and you ever get together'' & ''Want me to go on cam to you naked''... Now i didn't ever lead him on i told him straight up i didn't fancy him in ANY way. I avoided him for a while, then we staretd talking again ... Got creepier... So i told him '' Dude you have a girlfriend, the way your speaking to me isn't right. Either dump Your girlfriend and carry on talking to girls like thier shit OR treat your girl right and leave other girls alone''. We then got into a massive argument, aparently guys always talk to girls like that :/ URM ive never known a guy to talk to a girl like that and get her.... i mean ive known guys to get a slap for talking like that.



To make a long story short. I told his girlfriend. She had to know. If my boyfriend was doing that to other girls i'd want to know straight away...

Yet it got turned on me i led him on :/ ? No i didn't. Ive had enough of silly people trying to make me out to be the bad guy, why would i want him?

So now on facebook ive had his silly sister getting involved in everything i do, WHAT IS IT TO HER? I wouldn't know this girl if she fell on me yet she thinks she knows me, i mean she seems to love discribing me '' whore, slag'' oh and a tosspot? She called me a stupid child yet she calls me a tosspot HA. So me and Aislinn are both childish, mindless little girls yet she tries to be all patronising, i mean i don't honestly give a shit but its pathetic... Ive lost friends because of this, Actual mates.



If anyone believes what i did was wrong well then thats your view but allow stalking my facebook and making a big show about it, i did what i KNOW is right.

Eurgh.

Is it just me or are more and more men think with thier dicks?
In the past two weeks ive been treated like some... slut. I'm really not but
wow some guys really expect me to do as they say... Your fit, i am not about to
lower my standards just to make you happy. Im not like that, i hate girls that do that, most men now expect women to be... easy otherwise thier frigid. Sillyness.
You compliment me , doesn't mean im about to jump into bed with you mate
Grow the fuck up and start acting like a REAL man

Fuck

I can't help but feel slightly pushed out by some of my friends, i love them all dearly but
since a centain person has found an ''other half'' im out of the picture. We hardly go out, when
we talk its only for a while then the convo goes dead :/ It never did before, talk for hours...
about everything and anything. I would never stop loving that person (P) But its hard. Ive just lost a boyfriend and im not asking for pity but im used to having someone to talk about shit to :/
i don't have that ... Everyones paired off and P and i were so close :/ Gah hopefully this will change soon, new relationships n'all ...

Against All Odds.

Against All Odds, the girl that had no GCSE's no qualifications... Got into college.
So fuck all you people that said i was too shit to achieve anything, what can you say now ?
I prooved you ALL wrong. HAHAA !!

:')

For Hassan And Adam

Hassan your ma main mann! I wuvv youu :)

Adaaaaaaaaammm issss cominnnn too towwwwwwn! BOOM
Eeeeee cant wait to see you and find a cheapo coffe shop to get
MARRIED in yes, married. Eeeek fun times aheadd :D